im online again. nahh im not slacking. im jex sending some important notes to mie classmate. thats why im here. so dont nag at me. >.<

hmms. met up with guansoon jex now. haha. this laogong ahh. got me as his hairstylist should be happy k. ;x oh wells. had lunch with him at je. then we went to salon. the lady there very friendly. haha. so i was choosing what kind of hairstyles which suit him. the lady gave some comments too. hehes. then the lady chatted with us. she treated me as his girlfriend. wahahha. gs actually wanna play a joke on her. but i didnt. so while hes cutting his hair. im looking at the books. choosing a hairstyle fer myself after Os. so funn! xP hmms. his hairstyle looks very stylish and suits him. but he seems like not very happy with it. lols. donnoe lah. its niceeee. too bad no camera. or else ill take a shot and post it here. ((: but im gonna buy a new phone after mie Os. -excited- we saw tingwei etc too. and they said its niceee. see. what a great hairstylist-designer am i. lalalas.

headed fer mie dental. rushed there to watch my teevee show. -grinns. then changed mie braces to lime green! yes its so bright. i loveeee it! and this will be mie last braces to put on. im gonna put retainer in december. double celebration aye.? after Os celebration plus this. -beams-

shall go study now. tmr's physics O levels practical. its time fer me to start mie bio engine! hehs.

i think its time fer me to update here. cause i was told that i dont update my blog often. -youknowwhoyouare- so i listen to you. ill update. ((: oh wells. im lazy. smack me. -ouch ;x

didnt sleep well last night. hell cried. so woke up at around seven this morning. but im still awake now. not sleepy. pretty energetic. ((: umms. yesterday went arcade with tony and zhen. we played the 'catching' machine.. failed to catch the soft toys. in the end. tony caught it and he gave me the baby minnie mouse soft toy! weees. its super super cute i tell you. i simply love it bits to pieces! but my sister took it away ): she refused to return it to me. -screams.

hmm. met up with liheng early in the morning. we headed to anglo-chinese junior college. it was really hot and we were sweating. haha. and the trip there was boring. nothing new. nothing else. no live. =/ okay i shant be mean. theres air con! LOL! xP

so we walked around the campus fer less than an hr? decided to go st. andrews junior college. waited fer the bus 51 fer super long. wahhh =/ actually we didnt know how to go. jex tried our luck or something. and hes lucky guy. so everything went smoothly. hahaaa. how nice (: and waited fer really long time. ahh. reached there. its very lively in there. at least its much better than ac. i love the dance studio! hahas. how i wished i could dance again. i missed dancing. awww. ): oh yahh. and we came across a board writing 'POTATOES AND FRENCH FRIES' wahhahaha. -laughs. cause hes my potato. so yeah. burst out laughing at him. =p watched a few performances.. walked around. till noon. we left the place. this time. we waited fer the bus again fer quite some time. and we followed the crowd. took an 'unknown' bus. its heading to dover mrt. so yeahh. i stared at liheng. cause if the bus took a very long time to reach our destination. im gonna smack him. and hes lucky enough. it jex took a few mins to reach there. -amazed- hes saved. moohaha! this time. its mie turn. we were outside singapore poly. im pretty familiar with the place there. so my turn to see which bus to take to clementi mrt. we took 147. and we took the right bus. hohos. what a lucky day. normally if i take wrong bus surely end up in some ulu places.

had our lunch at clementi hawker centre. didnt finish up mie food. then we chatted. and one uncle came asked us to buy tissue paper from him. then liheng gave uncle the money.. didnt want the tissues. wahahha. then the uncle passed us one cus he paiseh ;\ then he wished us this and that. i laughed man. cause the uncle said, 'wish you two good luck' and he was like looking at me in a weird manner as if we are a couple. so i burst out laughing. then liheng saw me laughing and was blurred. wahhahaa so fun! okay im insane. booo.

took 154 back. chatted again in the bus. haha. i seemed to talk a lot. im talkative! jex to prevent him from sleeping. hes like so sleepy. haha lanzhu! oh wells. really glad that he accompanied me today. felt bad asking him wake up early accompanying me there. ahhh. but i enjoyed. xP wells. i suppose this potato is sleeping now. -snores i guess. ;x haha sleep tight baby. thanks too. i know you'll read this. dont feel touched! LOL. =DDDD okay. its raining now. its great sleeping when its raining. haha. -poof-

[edit] woke up already. haha. studied a little. a sense of a lil achievement? xP and sherm sms-ed me. I REALISED I FORGOT TO FIND HIM. ahhh. i supposed to meet him up when i reached sa. didnt get to see him even thou i forgot. he was all along there playing hockey and i didnt see hockey games. only rugby. haha. ayee. pity. oh wells. i guess i have to meet everyone up after mie Os. i seem to owe lots of people this. =/

got back mie report book yesterday. my parents were happy with my prelims. i didnt manage to get a scholarship. jex short of 5 levels. arghhs. so im counting those who are PRs who score higher than me. yes im so nice. =/ jex simply hope to get the three-hundred bucks so mie parents pay fer mie expenses after my Os.

had chemistry Os practical jex now. it was horrible. horrible. incorrigible. atrocious. ahhh -screams. my burette pai one. causing me to get the wrong readings fer mie titration. -sobs- nothing went right fer mie titration. however. amazingly. i think i did well fer my qualitative analysis instead. ahh. u know. thats 4 marks deducted! 4! there goes mie A1. and the experiment tabulation.. the laboratory report.. i tried mie best to do it. i hope i score a little on that. ahh. and you know what. i dont like that titration question. ITS ALMOST THE SAME AS MY PRELIMS TITRATION! one drop to colourless if you are careless enough. and I REPEATED MY MISTAKES. not only this. i got a stupid burette. counts my luck.. ill never cry over my results. but i guess.. not this time. )): -cries

i jex simply dont have the mood to do anything right now. i need a day to heal. and.. i dont know why im feeling this. alibababaaaa. )':

my mind is all about you

mie sis fell sick. had a fever thou. shes recovering but now she has a headache. i dont know what to do. im the only one taking care of her now. ahh. heart pain =\ shes crying cause the pain is killing her. and i feel so helpless. shes mie dearest sis and my only biological sister. althou we have arguments often. we still share a close relationship. (:

i wasted a week. ohmiegawd. its like when i feel like studying, i fall sick. pretty upset lah. i started to feel the stress! yesyes. and i changed mie aim. dont want to aim high fer mie english. chemistry and geography anymore. as long as i reach mie e/amaths target. will do. (: yeah i guess im losing confidence, not adamant anymore.

wees. going out soon with zhen. hahas. but mie sis not feeling well so i dont know what time i should leave the house. -shrugs. ying dearie going escape. ahh i cant go and i cant go far. counting the days fer party and yes. going out with ying. looking forward to it -whines- i simply miss her bits to bits. (: and jolene and gladys darling. i think its been almost a year since i last met them. aww. i missed them!

i love ying dear! <3

[edit] jex reached home. went out with zhen's family. had dinner with them. moohahas. im so full =\ then went IMM. and bought a shirt. weee love it. <3 then bought many stuffs at giant. woahh. 150bucks. tsktsk. rich. oh wells. had fun thou. then her dad drove me home. later gonna watch summer scent! hahas. tmr my study time gonna start. -screams

i can even remember vividly what has happened, what we've went through. i can understand the pain in you. but why cant you understand the pain in us? and i tried to be sensible enough. so i didnt ask much from you all these years. all i hope is to see peace in the both of you. but tell me. is that possible? im really sick and tired of all these. im always on the verge of breaking down. im just clinging on. i just wished to be like an ordinary girl living happily in this world. all i hope is jex a little happiness. is that much i ask fer.?

i think ive pulled it thru. yeah i guess so. i learnt a lot during these few weeks. its quite a hard time fer me and its hard fer me to get over it and pull myself thru again. wells. everything has a positive side aint it. i took this as an experience fer me. hmms. gotta know peeps who are doctor, like dr ching, ernest and so on. i do learn a lot from them. especially dr ching. i remembered he told me that being a doctor is jex physical help. however, being a priest is spiritual help. he's considering to become a priest.. he jex feels that becoming a priest, he can serve more people. yupps. not only this. there are many things that i gotta realise. and ernest! i admire his brains. hehes. and i do get their support too. big thanks. (: its a blessing to know them. and i gave you mie word. ill be fine over a few weeks or so. it'll be healed.

basically. i wanna thank mie teachers fer being there fer me too. mrs ang, who never fails to console me, and asks if im okay. ms salinah.. heh. shes worrying fer me. i mean. i do feel touched that they are there fer me. heh.

prelims are okay i suppose. i fulfiled half of andy's wish. i managed to get into a jc thou. i gotta 13 fer l1r5 and 8 fer l1r4. i could have done better. especially my chemistry. i screwed my paper 1 up and ended up with an a2. i did badly fer my humans. not even one.

the most shocking news i got was....

ENGLISH!
i couldnt imagine i scored an a2.
couldnt wait to look at mie paper 1.
i do wonder why..

im keen on entering acjc. my four years aim was sajc but i find it difficult and inconvenient to get in there. so its either acjc or jjc. i know the ac peeps are.. yahh you know. im considering jjc. its improving and it wont really kill me on entering there. perhaps.. perhaps. anyways. as long as i reach mie goal, which is entering nus, whichever route i go will be fine. i have BIG plans fer mie future. tadaa. its mie ultimate plan. mie superstar plan. ohh. cliche. =/

one more month to go fer the big fat Os. im still on hiatus. i guess i need to kick mie ass off mie com. booo.

i miss him. heh. i do. ):